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It's been almost a week since Palawan, and guess what! I am bed ridden as usual....sigh! Of course, i have moments of luminosity and calm, such as the one i'm having now and i am able to get up, and actually do something...but trust me, this has a time limit. And i hope i last long enough to complete this blog, before the roller coaster goes off again.
I feel so darn useless nowadays....the only time i was out since getting back was when i had to take my mom to the hospital the other day. Even then, i was a sore companion. People in the ER did not know whom to treat...my mother or me! When will this ever end? They say it will get better after the 3rd month....but i am passed the 3rd month, and it's getting worse! ugh for the nth time!
Anyway, the moment we stepped into the apartment building, from the airport, we were pleasantly surprised to see two other lovely preggyroo friends of mine, who are moving into the building! Gosh, seems like everyone's getting into the baby wagon this year! The two pregnable ladies were lara de los reyes, an artist, who is 5 months along, and my other dita, whom i don't know if i can mention just yet, who is about 2 weeks later than me, along the path. AND! there is yet another lady in the building, ava's sister, who is pregnant as well. I'm just glad, i'm not alone in here! It was weird how our conversations sounded...did not sound like us at all a few months earlier. At some point i knew we stepped out of our own bodies, and just watched 'us' talking....All these talks about doctors, and babies, and what-not made me feel so, yes i'm going to say it....MATURE and GROWN-UP! I used to hear ladies talk like this, and i cringed. And now, well i just feel like i'm a mouth vessel talking...really, and it does not feel as bad as i thought it would.
It was my birthday two days ago, and you guessed right, i spent it in bed! Arvin had work till 8 and i was busy being dizzy. He asked what i wanted, and i said, just give me a big hug every morning when i wake, and that's enough. Seriously, it is. I'm such a big sap, even bigger now, so big that when i don't get some sweet snuggling in the morning, i'm damp the whole day. I don't know why i'm like this...i even asked my own mother. She said, ever since, i'm super touchy feely and tampororot. hay naku! (sorry, i don't know how to explain tampororot to those who may not understand, i will try to...but that's for another blog entry!) Anywho, he came home with our supposed 'dinner out' food and a big bouquet of red flowers! aaaawww! i love flowers! i really do!the touchy feely me was definitely touched. I was not expecting that! it's my first flowers from him!
I am slowly feeling the dizziness coming in. But before i stop, here's a picture of me in bed, taken by arvin a while ago. A proof that I NO LIE. I am in my underwear, but i don't care. I'm pregnant! Why is it okay for people to post their pics in their swim wear and not their underwear? I don't know. But here it is!!! notice the inhaler in my hand, and the bumps in my legs and arms from the bugs...i realized they weren't bed bugs but sand mite bites. GREAT! just great.
Okay, I must beam out now and go back to that position in the bed, but this time with my lovey beside me. :)
It's been almost a week since Palawan, and guess what! I am bed ridden as usual....sigh! Of course, i have moments of luminosity and calm, such as the one i'm having now and i am able to get up, and actually do something...but trust me, this has a time limit. And i hope i last long enough to complete this blog, before the roller coaster goes off again.
I feel so darn useless nowadays....the only time i was out since getting back was when i had to take my mom to the hospital the other day. Even then, i was a sore companion. People in the ER did not know whom to treat...my mother or me! When will this ever end? They say it will get better after the 3rd month....but i am passed the 3rd month, and it's getting worse! ugh for the nth time!
Anyway, the moment we stepped into the apartment building, from the airport, we were pleasantly surprised to see two other lovely preggyroo friends of mine, who are moving into the building! Gosh, seems like everyone's getting into the baby wagon this year! The two pregnable ladies were lara de los reyes, an artist, who is 5 months along, and my other dita, whom i don't know if i can mention just yet, who is about 2 weeks later than me, along the path. AND! there is yet another lady in the building, ava's sister, who is pregnant as well. I'm just glad, i'm not alone in here! It was weird how our conversations sounded...did not sound like us at all a few months earlier. At some point i knew we stepped out of our own bodies, and just watched 'us' talking....All these talks about doctors, and babies, and what-not made me feel so, yes i'm going to say it....MATURE and GROWN-UP! I used to hear ladies talk like this, and i cringed. And now, well i just feel like i'm a mouth vessel talking...really, and it does not feel as bad as i thought it would.
It was my birthday two days ago, and you guessed right, i spent it in bed! Arvin had work till 8 and i was busy being dizzy. He asked what i wanted, and i said, just give me a big hug every morning when i wake, and that's enough. Seriously, it is. I'm such a big sap, even bigger now, so big that when i don't get some sweet snuggling in the morning, i'm damp the whole day. I don't know why i'm like this...i even asked my own mother. She said, ever since, i'm super touchy feely and tampororot. hay naku! (sorry, i don't know how to explain tampororot to those who may not understand, i will try to...but that's for another blog entry!) Anywho, he came home with our supposed 'dinner out' food and a big bouquet of red flowers! aaaawww! i love flowers! i really do!the touchy feely me was definitely touched. I was not expecting that! it's my first flowers from him!
I am slowly feeling the dizziness coming in. But before i stop, here's a picture of me in bed, taken by arvin a while ago. A proof that I NO LIE. I am in my underwear, but i don't care. I'm pregnant! Why is it okay for people to post their pics in their swim wear and not their underwear? I don't know. But here it is!!! notice the inhaler in my hand, and the bumps in my legs and arms from the bugs...i realized they weren't bed bugs but sand mite bites. GREAT! just great.
Okay, I must beam out now and go back to that position in the bed, but this time with my lovey beside me. :)
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