Lola wears what?

I still get dizzy...but i'm definitely feeling better. My mood is better and i am able to do more things. My belly is showing mighty that i had to purchase some 'lola' panties (granny underwear). They are so big, one can mistake them as a one piece suit, holding them up in the air. Haha! But i can't wear anything else. My bikini undies are way too small now and i hardly feel protected. And when i wear my regular undies, they start to roll down my belly. So uncomfortable! When i got the granny undies, i had to hide them from arvin for a while, because obviously, they drain the sexy out of me. When i showed him finally one day, i saw the life drain from his face...it went from pink to pale. It was so funny and alarming at the same time. We laughed, but my tummy soon ached from the laughing i had to force myself to get serious. Too serious in fact, that i soon felt bad he had that look. Roller coaster ride all over again! The good thing was; we laughed in the end.

I am so unimpressed by the maternity wear i see out in the market. What's up with that? I do not want to be restricted by bad, insubstantial mommy fashion. I can't stand huge clothes that make pregnant women look more like whales than humans. I want to show off my pregnant belly not hide it. I want to look like a bad-ass mama! I think that i might make my own mommy clothes instead. (light bulb moment!)

Another thing i noticed nowadays is that my nails and hair are growing so fast! i quit cutting my bangs and nails because they seem to grow almost half an inch after a week!...okay i do cut my nails once in a while....i have to resist scratching myself to avoid stretch marks. Gosh, I had no idea being pregnant meant so many restrictions. I get so lazy regarding myself lately, i can't for the life of me, even put on make-up when i have to go out. And it takes me forever to do the dishes..which i thought impossible...ever!

I am naturally warm. Warmer than most people. Sometimes i feel heat waves around my body when i pay enough attention. But i am absolutely warming up like boiling water nowadays! I can hardly sleep at night. And for the first time, i've resisted being hugged by arvin at night! It is ridiculous! I take 3 showers a day, i'm afraid i might dry up. I don't know how i'll survive come summer. I can't stand the heat coming off the laptop right now even...excuse me...i think i'll take my 2nd shower for the day.